we are all commandos of this army =D

my home internet connection is cut off!!!
sadsadsad. im now at baby's house using the com. wahahha. all thanks to my baby!!!
was studying with zijie. he helped me with me physics! so nice right! hahaha...
this few days God is just dealing with my background and the fire is just burning all my *dirts away. well, i still chose to thank God and praise him!

andanand i just want to thank serene mummy for investing her life in mine and giving me surprises and simply loving me.
hols are just coming and i can't wait to meet all my little darlings =D
well grace is just dealing with her jealousy root now. c'mon. we are all little monsters on the inside. haha. but yet i feel so set free. thankyou darling faith.
let me just tap on ur anointing! no point getting jealous and all lah. u are my best friend and ur joy is my joy, ur sadness is my sadness.
let me share this joy with you! hehe.
im loving in my pain now. isnt this more real and difficult? yet this goes to show my love.

this journey
when times are difficult, i'll look into ur eyes and say i l0ve you.
when times are happy now, i''ll hold ur hands and walk this journey with you.
do not fear, do not be afraid.
i ll be here, with you through life.
and even though circumstances, seperate us, you know our hearts will still be binded together.
none can make and none can break, our love will still remain.
i just want to say this words to you
say it to your face that i love you.
(lyrics and music by grace)

and to my baby
wellwellwell. my baby is just going through the same pain as me. you are not alone sweetie. let's walk through this together.

ELSON
go overseas lo. NVRM!!!!!! >.<
haha. dont worries lah. im not angry. just disappointed that i cant see you soon =(

oh. one good news! hehehe. im changing phone with my daddy tommorrow. daddy daddy daddy daddy daddy daddy daddy. He loves me, I know.

in this journey even as i struggle, i know that you will always be there holding my hands.
allos parakletos, i believe.

Hello Hello!
today is such a great day i just want to blog about it. hahah. met Shanjie to go church together.
AndAndAnd. i used to think my name is very common and don't really like it. But today, i understood it's meaning and I'm so glad God called me Grace. :D

doc curtis prophesied over me that i have alot of talents and potential. exactly what was prophesied over me by pastor sim. hehehhe. all that i said in the previous post ll come true!!! andand doc curtis gave me a booklet on worship :D im so happy!!!!

so in any case, we had YYb and after that baby, jeanette, jerren, christopher went to eat at food court. man. initially it was so quiet. BUT.. haha. with me around? im not gona let that happen! so after dinner, i wasnt satisfied so i asked if anyone wants anything else. and jeantte wanted to have dessert. so we did a real crazy thing. we walk ard the food court BARE-FOOTED to buy our dessert. so funny! people were staring at us lah! when i went back to my seat, my slippers were gone. =.=

the guys hide my slippers. hahah. had a roaring great time. we did so many crazy things we just laughed and laughed. hahaha. then when i returned from the toilet, joined the ppl, suddenly all eyes were fixed on me. then jeanette, jerren and christopher all took out their phones. (mind you, they did it together at the same time.) i sense something weird lah. so i immediatly said lets go. then miracle said *you really very clumsy with your things leh. then i checked my bag. hp gone. lol! i was like GRRR!!! i grab hold of jerren dont let him go. and they hide my phone at the lamps there. the place i told them i would have hidden other ppl's stuff.

haha. i seems to be finding my own trouble. SO DUMB!!! then jerren and i played catching. and i stopped christopher from leaving the lift cause he HIDE my hp!!! haha. what luck. so anyway we went home lah. on the train we all said stupid jokes.

afterwhich baby and i went mac to study. i was so tired we went home early.

I've changed my blogskins.
Almost a week since i blog i guess. Too busy.
In any case, this whole week have been a real great week.
Guess what's my ambition?

-Worship leader
- Preacher
-Dancer
- Musician
-Music composer
-Writer

Seems like a pretty big dream right? But that is what I will become. Exactly stated above. *smiles*
Would'nt it be exciting to see a book with a big title GRACE LIN? just wait. hehe.
My destiny is Music and audio technology. trusting God to open a new course in university so I may further my studies.
Dated baby tomorrow to go walk walk and study. hehehe.
anyway i just came back from shopping with mummy.
Something BAD happened to her. but its actually a good news to me :D
MIRACLES MIRACLES MIRACLES! they are going to explode in my life.
Just you wait Amaths! i will conquer you!!

dennis tan!!
you sotong who pushed me! :X
i want to meet you!
hahaha. its so fun to date you nine months before lah.
plan the date lahhhh.
I'm so excited to spend the whole day catching up with you!
man. is one day gona be enough? wishes wishes and wishes.
I'm glad to have met you since young. cause you have been part of my memories.
good and BAD ones.
but its all over now. all the memories. im glad our paths crossed again!
I really have sooo many things to update you and you too better have loads of things to update me okay!

Shuhui
my hearts are still with you remember?
well. this is a long long post to consolidate all the thoughts that ran through my mind in those moments where we get to talk. I meant real talk.
well firstly, i enjoy breaking your rules :D Not that I purposely do. Its just that i broke it without doing so. haha. And i have the honour of breaking them.
Secondly, you are my best friend.
I havent told you this before. But i never knew I had this place in your heart till our first confrontation. i realised that those pains would not have happened if I didnt mattered. i knew that because you love me and didnt wana hurt me thats why you didnt retaliate and shout back at me. I knew because you loved me you nearly send that msg that day. i knew because you loved me you had those nightmares and sleepless nights. and you know what. Im your friend that nvr leaves you alone in the lurch. well why cant i be a bit more dumber? oh well. thats just too bad. face up to reality. haha.
Thirdly, i really should stop thinking about the reactions of people and just show how i really feel. i just feel so happy now today. cause i realised that we are so similar we can spur one another on to think things that we normally missed out. You are the first person who can spur me up to higher grounds. only difference? Grace pokes. (HAHA)
idk if I'm doing the right thing. but I just want to hang on no matter what. i cant say this is the easiest friendship cause frankly. its the toughest. bet you feel the same way. But I'm willing to take on the challenge. :D today as i look at you from where i sat as you shared i just felt this sweetness in my heart. i dk why. but just this peace and sweetness. i know im the hardest to love among them. idk why too. true that because we are on par and true that im less expressive. but well, since i know that there is this flaw in me, YOU ARE GNA REGRET IT IF I GET TOOOO EXPRESSIVE . haha! im excited!

ps. Curtis is coming tomorrow to YYB. hope he will release prophesies! Finally darlink will be free tomorrow to join us. hope she will be greatly blessed!
darlink i'm learning to express love.
let's treasure this last few months of 24/7 together okay!
Good nights!!

hugs and kisses to MIRACLE!
HAAHHA.
Today miracle went to church service! normally she cant make it lah. but Im so glad she came today! anyway, we went to YYB and after which we
went to eat at KFC together. then went to TIMES bookstore and wasted time looking through books for half an hour and not buying anything :D they better pray that they have lesser customers like us. we bounced train and went home. photos taken in the train! enjoy!

After which, we went to buddy hoagies to study!

While we were both doing our own things, i told allos parakletos that i have loved your daughter, miracle. but he said that i haven love my enemy. and allos parakletos reminded me that on friday was the person's bdae and he told me to buy a present. I was like.. HUH? this time, 8.30pm, KHATIB? go where buy nice present. then he showed me the nice place that sells electronic items. so i just got up and went to select her present. on my way there, i rmbed that i still owe miracle a present. so i decided to buy for her too lo. though my pocket gna burn hole liao! haha. i told allos parakletos while withdrawing 40 bucks that as i love your ppl, you ll bless me back. im not gna bother bout the money. i believe he will bless me amen!

So impatient miracle msg me to get back cause she is bored! haha. cause i really took very long. but anyway, i made friends with the person and she helped me wrap the present till so nice and gave me extra things! hehe.she was so surprised that i bought a present for my enemy. im so glad to have met that friendly young lady.!so anyway, when i return, i passed the present to miracle and wished her happy belatedddd bdae. she was so stun. hehe. she really loves the present alot and im glad she did! hehe. allos parakletos was the one who told me what you needed and i bought exactly what you needed that was useful!

I LOVE YOU SWEETIE! :D im glad you are happy today.
WAHAHA. for more details, visit the witness blog yourself!
preciousmoments-yuling.blogspot.com!


o Lord, i have loved your daughter and my enemy. now i can truly say that i have loved you :D
you know i meanit from the bottom of my heart.

:D

after a night of fireworks from high street centre and supper with the people, im so tired. but it was surly a great night. sorry elson! didnt mean to ps you last minute.we still gots lot of chance next time right?But thanks for caring for me! sry to have caused you to worry. hehe.anyway, you guys should know that I want to get to music and audio course at SP, but you know what, i wont be able to further my studies in university cause there is no such course yet. But im starting to pray that God opens the way for me that there will be a new course AMEN??

today at miracle service I went up to share about the the rain on last sunday. it was so fun yet scary. i didnt said what i intented to. but it was indeed a great experience. HAHA. i will be up there more often. i love the stage =)

in any case, we had movie marathon this morning, but i was practically falling asleep, intended to study after that but plan failed. ended up talking. then went to miracle service. then watch fireworks. but it wasnt nice at all. cause the smoke was so thick the view wasnt clear. so sad. shall wait for next year then! hahah. i already have three ppl on the waiting list for next year's fireworks! tahah. thanks for inviting me! greatly appreciated!

pastor Sim prayed for me. that God may open the door and grant me creativity and that my potential may be used up fully for his glory. im excited!

Life is a journey of character building. real painful but one desire is that as i look back in life, i may never recognise myself again.

i have got people coming to me to askwhy i took so many emo pics. HAHA. so unlike me. gee. i was feeling horrible when i took those pictures. my form of releasing my whatever feelings? hahaha.

anyway, i went for worship practice only to realise that I AM NOT THE ONE PLAYING KEYBOARD THIS WEEK.

called mum to ask if i could stay over at god ma n dad house. she gave me a stern no. i got so pissed off i off my phone and went to walk at clarke quay alone. i wanted to be left alone. but suddenly i on my phone. idk why. soon, messages flooded my phone. so and so tried to called you while you were unreachable. at least 6 of such msgs, if not more. it was mum n dad.i immediately called them. they knew i was disappointed and i was crying alone before they came. anger was all i felt. so they came to look for me at clark quay all the way. man im so touched. they counselled me and then we watched fire works. this is the best fireworks ever. after mourning comes joy :D

you know what! ytd while studying with miracle, she showed me an article about teenagers not having enough sleep! so scary. you know we are recommended to have at least 9 hours of sleep daily! I really dunno how singaporean kids can achieve that with so many teachers chasing after us for homework. whatever.
so anyways, this morning, i had a friend msg me on his timetable. And he was so determined to study well for O levels. so contagious. hehe. now grace is motivated to also! and decided to give A maths a shot lah. as i was having A maths test paper 2 today (obviously i spend mist if my time staring into space), suddenly i realised actually it arent that hard afterall =D cheers.
tomorrow is movie marathon for YYB. actually didnt plan to go. but darling shuhui invited me to entertain her friend. hehe. so i decided to go lo. but i REALLY will find time to study!!!
I wana improve my guitar skills after Os! i wana learn to draw better. ANDANDAND. I WANT TO GO ICE SKATING!! for now, i shall just confine myself to this four walls. hhaha. till Os is finish, thats when freedom will come back to my dictionary. I cant wait for sunday to lead worship with rebecca!
ohoh. i want to watch the show filmed by jay chou. any takers? :D
- i will be

had A maths test today

Guess what.

grace doesnt know how to do it. at all.

hahaha. thats right. i know-no-A-maths.

dangs. in any case, was kinda upset today.

People should really think about the things before they speak and not talk anything because they want to talk. SERIOUSLY.

oh. anyway its A maths paper two tomorrow and Social studies.

im gona meet darling miracle at the Cafe to study and eat! yumyumyum! :D

its 3 more weeks to prelims know.

Grace must work hard lo! jisyou! no more slack.

All the best to you out there too!

I just had english oral today!

A male and female teacher were the ones who graded me.

throughout the oral, i was like speaking to them. definitely a great experience =D

just before oral, mum called me.

she asked what i was doing for that day and i replied I had oral and will be free after that.

So she asked me to meet her near her house after that.

Cabbed all the way there after oral.

details to be told on Sunday to the YYB.

Here is some love notes to two of my best human on earth.

HAHA.

ALOYSIUS!!

;D

i just want to let you know that since young you have been supppeeerrrr special to me though i dun really show it. Every year during new year I will always be very excited to see you. i miss those times we played catching together at the stair with our brothers. HEHE. Really wish to go to the same school as you next year. but its okay! hahha. its so interesting that we are of the same age! yup. cant wait to grow up together and see who get married first.

WAHAHAHA.

I LOVE YOU!

SHUHUI!!

Im so honoured to break all your rules! haha. once again i wana say that you are IMPORTANT to me and LOVED =P

thank you for being so nice to me all this year. looking back, neither of us would have believe we would go this far. but im glad its this way. i enjoyed every moment spend with you.

*and they lived happily ever after. *

talk, action, heart.

all is done. so i qualify to say that I LOVE YOU right!

hahaha.

im back! have been lazy to blog lately. but that doesnt mean that my life has been a bore alright. tomorrow is going to be my english oral. wish me luck peeps! =D in any case, my chinese result for Os is a B3. no plans to retake. heard that there is this new DJ course in SP. sounds cool.

i love mum and dad =D
i love my family.

the situation at home is currently bad...
BUT time is all i need.
hope everything gets back to normal soon...
anyway, its sleepover at eunice's place today!!