First year anniversary.



Have you wondered why
Life seems so tough
Have you wished it was all a dream
Have you ever felt like running away
Feeling all so empty inside

If only life has got no sorrows
And I am void of feelings
If i can run and hide this mess
And pretend that all is fine
But I am losing myself
Losing myself
Again...

I MISS SHAUNY!

Have been coming back home late the past two nights. Ytd was due to TPrawks. didnt got into Jam and Hop though. Didnt get the badge from Lois. but i wasnt really interested anyway. So we went to eat prata!! and i had my teh. heh heh. then i went back to the stadium to wait for yk. ZOMG. there is this guy wearing a swimming trunk I THINK. and he was jogging in the stadium. and next, you find him lying on the floor. ewwwwwwww! freako.

Then i was studying in school today till 8? dangs. No body was free to meet me for dinner! rarr! I was wishing that Ruban was there which was impossible lah. then next thing i know, he is standing so near to me! YAY! we went to have dinner at this nice place. But poor him, met with an accident. and his friend like is so pro with food places. ZOMG!

So yeah. past two nights i got home late. i was so scared to walk home lah. i wished shauny was there to walk me home!! RARR! then this guy was like so damn scary. He was like following my pace. EKKS!

A step ahead.

AHH SWEET! I got a call from Hazel that Gene and I are gona be the emcees for TPRAWKS! Never did i dream about that man. actually they send us an email to check if we are free to be game masters but i didnt reply cause i had tut or lecture mah. then Hazel called me so yeah i agreed. woohoo! AND YAY! thats more points to SEAL points! Im so egg-citeeeddd! my first time being an emcee! OH. a dream came true. I get to gain experience but we got to dress funky. some weird themes (see below)

YOU TELL ME WEIRD NOT?!

As for captain's ball on saturday, we won two games. One is a walkover and the other is we won. And dangs. WOMAN! that guy's class all not there! sad man. But anyways, i think I'm old already. I never felt so tired playing sports. shit. i got to exercise. like SERIOUSLY.

Today for church service, we learn about the tabernacle and that one thing that cause many of us to draw away from God is the sense of guilt, condemnation. That's the tool of the devil to always remind us of our sins and cause us to feel that we are so useless and bad and hence slowly drift from God. So we learn that ITS ALL A LIE cause Christ once and for all for our sins. And also we learn that we enter into the outer courts through thanksgiving so each of us gave thanks one by one and some teared. YAY! hearts were softened (:

Then i went dinner with Becky, Joshy and Mozzie and Mummy. then we had tea!! yay! anyway, on our way back, we first accompanied Mozzie to the busstop and i carried Jeshua. He was asking why the bus haven't come and i told him, maybe u kiss me the bus will come faster. HAHA. so i kept tricking him and yeah, i got alot alot alot of his kisses today! RAR! he was mine for the today. hehe. feel so loved with the many many many kisses yo!

Kisses send.

Heyo. I just got back from a great dinner (: Met new people and had my stomach satisfied. High class food leh. don't play play. HAHAHAH. So anyway, I'm tagged by Dan and im so excited to do the quiz cause its like my first time being tagged. HA. and of course, its because i got nothing to blog.

1. Do you have secrets?
It's a secret.

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
Yeah. Ever did.

3. Do you enjoy going to sch?
YES! I love school, i love Ruban, M, I, woman and classmates.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Wow. Retire. Make my friends retire with me. Go around the world. Invest in GB kids. Shopping. Buy Vivo City over.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
You mean male best friends? No. A friend is a friend. Don't cross my boundaries.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
both?
Being loved. But I'd wana love someone and be a blessing!

7. List out your 15 favourite songs:
SONGS BY DAVID CHOI! and christian songs. I dun wana list out.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
OH DANGS. I cant murder the girl can I? I'd just be damn bloody sad and get over him. HA! there are millions of others out there- if it's crushes you are talking about.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
NO, cause he is nowhere! or maybe, happy cause I'm alive!

10. What makes you angry?
Many. cheated?

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
SUCCESSFUL (: a mother. HAHAHA.

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
Shaunnyyy and VP and my dear gal peeps and family!

13. What is the most important thing in life?
HMM. learning to please God. Entering into my calling and destiny.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
NONE. I don't have a choice do I? Maybe single and rich. Then i will invest in orphanage and adopt children and hire maids! LOL.

15. What is your favourite colour?
Good question. Whatever i like that season.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Depends. If i really love him, I'd give more than just all.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, and both of them do the same, who would you pick?
Whoever wins me heart. Whoever is more handsome. HAHA.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Depends. With the help of God, i could.

19. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
I like you? Tell me what will make you like me too (:

20. 5 people I have tagged:
MIRACLE, WOMAN, DYLAN, POHLI, IVOR.

Love Love Love Love Love. Sorry I'm thinking of you.

Now I'm satisfied with my blogskin (: and i love my blog song. oh-i-ser-i-ous-ly love David Choi. i love my blogskin and i love my song. oh-lala. What you think what you think?

Eh woman! your test is coming in three weeks time i know! let's study! HAHA. anyway, thursday break is for RooRoo and friday is for Mel ( or-not. what an ass ) and the rest of the day is with WOMAN! (: Saw Ivor just now and his right hand was holding on to a sandwich and left hand is a drink. we walk past each other and seeing his hands so 'busy' , i took the sandwich away from him and thanked him and the sandwich is mine! But eh! Ben and Jerry's treat still on okay! dont you dare cheat!

Ahh. and so we all know. Obama won and economy experiencing recession. But i don't really care. Cause im satisfied with my blog. HAHAHAH! Im bored and i wana do the quiz dan tagged me but her blog is undergoing construction. and Russy send me super mario game! YAY! thats my childhood! ZOMG. its twelve already. i cant bear to sleep cause im addicted to my blogsong!

shi-at.
Lappie'ssoslowanditsgettingonmynervesandihatemyblogskin.RARRR.

Anyway, i didnt go for lecture today. but i came to school. damnit. if only i knew no one would be present i will call no meeting. BOO. And hey, i got nothing to blog. so you are basically reading nothing. And yes, my tag board is gone and yes, daniela i will go the quiz -SOON. when you get your blog done anyway. so yeah. cobwebs are everywhere (: Eh. tomorrow theres this captain ball crap which i so dun really want to go, not that i dont want to but i have got other commitments but names submitted already lah. BOO. and business is my first choice. i hear woman saying im so fickle minded (: oh yeah, thats the friend you always hang on with. HA!

m' so freaking bored. but i dun wana move my ass. im hungry. but i dun wna move me ass. i wana study. but i dun wana move my ass.

in conclusion, all the above are hereby declared nonsense.

Yours truly, Unglam (:

Just got back from macs. had a long day from 9am till 6. intended to continue marketing work at mac but i was too tired so got home and recorded this song. HA! cause i didnt really like the imeem version. the video kinda sucks i know. cant help it rightt.... ignore it.



Take me in

Take me past the outer courts
into your Holy place
Past the brazen altar
Lord i want to see Your face

pass me by the crowds of people
and the priest who sing their praise
I hunger and thirst for your righteousness
But its found one place

Chorus
Take me in to the holy of holies
Take me in by the blood of the loamb
Take me in to the holy of holies
Take the coal, cleanse my lips,
Here i am


Anyway, met RooRoo for lunch and to study! YAY! and i borrowed a book called USELESS knowledge. had a good laugh. for example... Bats hang upside down cause their feets are too weak too take their weigh. and a female pigeon can only lay eggs when it sees another pigeon. If there are no pigeons around it, just a reflection of itself will settle it =.- what a narcissist.

AHH, YOU.

Get out of my mind.

Hey (: I have been studying hard. Really. right right woman? (: speaking of which, i just returned from studying at the CC. rushing my tutorial since i was really in a 'sian' mood last week and couldnt get down to work. nonetheless, im glad i completed it and have some spare time to blog.

Ytd i went to god-dad's place for crab! and its like... cooked with cheese and butter and pepper and chilli and cury leaves! ahhaaa! its great. really. it satisfy many senses at one go. i mean like... sweet and ... you know what i mean... and we watched a show about end times which is like so scary. one of which is the devil's mark of the 666 recorded in revelation. it shows of how technology have came up with microchips to ne inserted into a person's right hand to purchase things. like you just flash that chip that is gna be inserted on the top layer of your skin and you can purchase items. no more cash. And thats how the world will bleike in the future. How deceptive... Its happening now in the country of France. This will be the mark of satan.
How real end times are. i used to think that its gna be far away. i'd probably not live to see it. But signs are showing. calamity... immorality... technology... and the 666.

once in awhile, KONG KAWAH pops into my mind. i miss you! i miis hong kong! and i look forward to singapore flyer when you return! (:

this season, mum serene has been teaching us on the tabernacle of moses and how we can enter into the holy of holies from the outer courts and the holy place. on sunday morning while preparing for worship for yahyobabes, i chanced upon this song holy of holies which i had nvr heard before. so i check it out on imeem and learn it. a great song... my all time fav now.

i really love school. i love studying. HAHA. serious. and im in love with studying more cause i participate more now. which really does help in my studies. and theres such great satisfaction when i do my tutorials cause i put my heart in to do it.
but then, i am always conscious that studies, career, money arent everything cause it will all fade. which makes me more convicted that i will never want to work till i die. sometimes i wonder why people work and work. not as if they work cause they needed the money. i mean... that kind of salary is more that what one need. oh. im ranting again.

OH. im deciding to chose logistic to specialise in next yr. many of my friends were shocked. cause it used to be my last choice.