tahaha. ykw?
im actually a talkative person. and i didnt realised it. i thought i was some quiet creature =P
anyways, yyb had a greattt fun yesterday!
we went to... idk where. but we had fun.

went to look for a new pair of spectacles. the school gave us a voucher to discount students of 100 bucks from the spectacles. went to that shop. their designs are nice and unique but it doesnt really suits me. even if it does, its way too expensice. just the frames alone is $139. the lens is about $80++. sooo ex lah. Even have the voucher also no use. so we continued looking around. afterwhich we went to popular. went to get a new assesment book for combines science. i must do well to get to music and audio technology! teehee.
THANKYOU DARLINK FOR ACCOMPANYING ME THOUGH YOU WANT TO BE A PIG!
hahaha. oinks oinks! you are my sweetie pie!
then we went our seperate ways from NP.
i went to the optic shop near my house. saw the spec that i like. haha. the guy kept bringing out more and more spectacles. got me all indecisive. hehehe. i asked him to help me with my decision. so one by one, we started eliminating those not so good ones. (HAHAHA) then then then we are left with two. both looks good. however one is simply ordinary and safe cause no one will say i look bad in it. while the other one is more *risky* in the sense that some plp might not like it. but then again , it gives a character. in a sense it gives the feeling of someone who has got character. it is more trendy but not everyone will like it. BUT i like that pair of trendy specs so i bought it. hehehe. who cares what others think. i like that pair of specs even in the midst of confusion due to the many overwhelming spectacles.
anyways, he help check my degrees. HMM. it DID increase. ahhahaa. and my left eyes have got a little bit of *shan guang* then he asked about my contact lenses. i said its rather dry. so he checked and he said taht my eyes are showing signs of dryness already. he further explained to me and lalala. had a great time chatting with him =DDD
i asked him bout the poly he went to. SINGAPORE POLY!!!
back backback.
ykw! to study the course he did, he has to get 9 points and below! and so WOW! he is soooo clever! and he plays the piano till grade 8. he still say he kena force... i wished someone forced me to learn too =.=
hahaha. i said that i wana get to music course then he said i suit the course cause i am very outgoing (LAUGHS)
outspoken. more people is gona so dont like me. but who cares. i just want to be ME =P loud n outspoken.
gossip bout me if you are jealous then! bleahs

just came back from movies with J =D
tahahaha. my belated bithday celebration. we watched the show invisible target. so much violence lah! closed my eyes half the time.

its real sad you know. we live in such a cruel world. a world where suicidal case are increasing, rape cases. divorce cases, aimless people roaming around.
-the heart of the Father is crying out for them
i saw His pains that day.
His heart is searching for one that will do his will and reach out to His lost sheeps

senior monster at my house



darling bdae present!



card from fellow pig =X



sweetie's present






JOEEYYYYY!!!








thats my sweetie pie!!




Im back again! hahaha. with a new GIRL-LISH blogskin. wahahhaa. anyway i have decided to throw the other blog away. So next time you guys just FLY here to read my post yup.

okok. here goes for today.
the morning started with Yanxiang coming to my blk downstairs to pass me my present. so sweet of him lahhh. then we went to take the bus and eat breakfast.
got back my physics result today. 18.5/30.
when i saw my results i nearly broke into tears. actually i should be glad cause i FINALLY passed.. but... its between me and god anyway. haha.
the journey is tough because the result is sweet.
that was what our geography teacher told us after reprimanding us for late homeworks at all. i find it real meaningful. its just few more months and its goodbye to secondary life. =P
you know what. yesterday during assembly, there was actually a catwalk in the hall for the new uniform. man. there are a few that are so gorgeous lah. makes you look so smart. tahaha.
so sad. the school is really getting better. inline skating, mew uniform, chinese dance is getting better! they are having camps and make up sessions and all!! grr. just when we are leaving. *roll eyes* and and and our school gna have our very own jacket which is double sided lahhh. im so gona grab it. hahahah.

ohoohh. on the 14th july, 11.40pm, ELSOn that ***** called me at my phone. why? to wait for the clock to strike twele and wish me happy bdae. tahahaha. THANKYOU!! so this yr you are the FIRST to wish me exactly when i turned 16.. hohohooho...

leave your tags ppl and TALK TO ME!
hahaha.

He is my sweetie pie =)

I have just registered for the direct admission to Singapore Poly for music and audio technology.
I real hope everything just goes fine. hahahhaah. Will get the results on the 13th august.
Jia you bah grace! =)
4 more days!! its just four more days!!
TAHAHAHA.
i really wish to spend time with mum on saturday... too bad there is Class.
okok. i got to go study and take one step forward towards my course!!

boo! =)
i had another surprise celebration for my bdae at Family altar! tahaha.
guess what the cake is make up of?
an egg, strawberries and mangos. so cool right? hahhaa.

had physics extra messons today. real glad i attended it cause it was so super useful.
i must do well in physics ok!
music and audio technology, here i come!


=``just between us``=

saturday
grace got adopted into a new family.
07/07/07.
the perfect number, perfect day.
was supposed to be on the 15th of july which is next sunday.
buit anyway, it is today lah.
mum msg me and told me that as she was writing her journal, she chanced upon her previous entries and saw that she wrote on the 7th of july 07 will be the birth of her biological child. and it turned out to be me! =)
arent God's timing perfect?
they gave me a ring.
i was so happy that i just couldnt sleep know =)

sunday
dad and mum are just so encouraging =)
i pray that i may grow in this family and into the woman God intended me to be.

lastly,
WELCOME MAXINE TO YYB!
its great to have you around us
LOVES!!

went to singapore poly today.
met up with eunice, yibing and yoketeng.
then met our tour guide,elson =)
Poly a cool place.
But there are soooo many people there... tooo many.
there's two choices. one is you chose to socialize and enjoy your poly years, or you chose to be anti-social.. i duno which i will become. we shall see! haha. but if i get into music and audio technology, it will be super happening. i will go jamming with my classmates for as long as i want to! YEAH!!! and you know what? you get to play pool at one dollar an hour. like HUH? butbutbut its true!!
hahaha. afterwhich i head off to meet dad w/o SOMEONE!no lah. he got to rush home. =)
anyhow. i changed phone with dad. im soooo in love with my phone now! its the phone that i really wanted!didnt knew dad have it.
met my uncle. he gave me 50 bucks. TAHAHAHA.
then we went to eat with 3 of my dad's friends, both bros, and his GF.
during that meal, i was super quiet.
cause it felt so empty. a meal where everyone may be present but the love was absent.
rather a table of vegetables with love than a meal of abalone with emptiness.
as i thought further i began to tear. i kept telling myself 'grace, stop tearing!! dont always do this lah'. my bro keep asking me whats wrong i just smiled and said nothing. i rather i didnt had that meal. perhaps all this pain can be more contained.
but i received a 60 bucks red packet from dad friend.
cabbed home after which.
on the way home, i opened the present which bro's gf gave me.
its a musical box ang can hang all ur earrings and stuff. so NICE! hahaa. im so happy =)
spoke with the cab driver till i reached home. though it wasn a really happy meal, i still wana thank god.
cause im extra doted on =)
there is a verse in the bible that says about tithe and offerin. people always says that God will bless you more than what u have gave to him. in the past, i will calculate in my mind. hmmm. God, 10percent give you ah, i already lost leh. where got blessings man?
till one fine day i told myself, no harm obeying him and giving tithe what. i mean since ppl say that god will bless us double times, i wana see it lah. i challenged God and say, 'i give you tithe and offering. show me that your words are true and that i will be blessed abundantly.' i thought to myself. no harm what. i mean money arent that important. i give offering i also dont stand to lose. so see lo. if you are really GOD then show me that ur words are true lo.
sometimes the verses in bible really beyond the comprehend of people. but you can chose to see whether it is true or blur blur just copy and say what the bible says lo. experience the living word. its worth anything.
anyway, i gave real generously with my offerin since last month. i duno why. hahhaa.
and it was true. suddenly ppl just started giving me money. one of which was 50 bucks. then 30 bucks. and i earned 150 bucks during the holidays. i was like, i got earn so much meh? i didnt work much you know. even the lady boss also stun i earn so much. so for last month, i had more than enuf money.
for this month, you may say its because of my bdae. but i say it is all GOD's grace.
dad suddenly called to tell me that he is giving me 50 bucks when we actually lost contact. like WOW. he was always in need of money himself luh. oh. add in the money i received from my uncle and dad's friend. its WOW. abundance. more than what i really needed. but its not the end you know.haha. shall update soon =)
so... moral of the story.
god is real, his words are real.
dun believe? challenge Him.
the results? STUNNINGLY unbelievable.
GOd always provided for me, in the beginning of this yr, i wanted a phone. i got it. then i wanted an MP3, and i got it. and i wanted a radio, i GOT IT! i wanted the phone that i now have. I GOT IT TOO!!! each time, it was merely a passing thought. that i wanted a phone etc etc. but God just gave it to me.
im so doted.
im his little princess...!!!
im so excited for tomorroooowwwww.

im gona change handphone with daddy tommorow!
hahahhaha. so happy and excited. then gona dine with dad, bro and his gf and a friend to celebrate my birthday.
for as long as i could rmb, ever since the ******** my dad nvr celebrated for me my birthday so its a big thing to me that we can eat together tomorrow!
i asked dad why he want to change phone with me. he said let me try try lo. then my reply was... try try ah? you can only dream of me returning you back the phone lo.. hahhha. my dad laughed. duh. thats me. typical GRACE.
today, my god bro gave me a shirt he bought from KL on a trip there. so sweet right! tahaha.
i feel so LOVED!! <3
yesterday we had biology extra lessons so we talk to our teacher about pregnancy.
many atimes, i think of pregnancy, i forgot to think how much pain my mummy went through to bring me here. im learning to love and appreciate her =)
ONE MORE DAY TO GO!!

=``deep in thoughts``=

i had a cry last night on my bed again.
just before that i asked mummy if she wanted to come to service on sunday to watch me dance.
i always wanted my parents to watch me in whatever performance i am in because i wanted them to be proud of me and gimme a thumbs-up. thats all i want. But what i want never came true. at least for now.
mum's reply was erm... i got something to do. then i wasked her what? she said 'i need to cut hair' =.=
i kept quiet. she said what will i do if she dont go. my reply was 'im already used to it.' but i guess she didnt quite hear that. she said HUH? but i didnt care to reply.
she came into my room. i knew she would come into the room so i told myself i mustnt drop a single tear.
she said its not that i don want to go. its just that im lazy.that was the last thing i need to hear to make my eyes tear. man.. how would she feel if i said, i really want to go grandma's place. just that im lazy. oror. i really wish to score well in O lvl. just that im lazy. like WHAT??!!
sorry peeps. dont tell me what is right or whats wrong. just let me rant.
GRRR. then i started blaming God and say that its unfair! i always do that. but this time, i stopped myself immediately i realised i was blaming Him. cause we humans always blame God when things go wrong or doesn go the way we want it to. GIVE THANKS IN ALL CIRCUMSTANCES. im trying.

this thought ran through my mind today.
would you give up your life for a non christian?
like maybe you both drop into the sea and there is only one float that can take a person. would you give up ur life for that person?
since you are a christian and already has eternal life.
i remembered this story of a father having to decide in split seconds whether to save his christian son or the non christian child. and his decision was to save the non christian boy.
to what extend will we love the people around us??

with each passing day i am just waitin for friday to come for the open house!
and guess what.
i have a friend IN MY CLASS who wants to get to music and audio technology course in SP.
his cousin too. man. i thought i was the only one cause not many knew this course!
HAHAHA.. there is only an intake of 40 students in singapore every yr you know. now i have two competitors already. hmm. jia you GRACE!
lets spur one another on, friend! =P

its mother tongue O levels oral today.
was kinda fun. in fact I forgot i was having oral at that time.
the teachers were pretty friendly =)
then i thought of memerising Chinese bible verses to improve my Chinese. but then i remembered. I'm aiming for poly. So wont have the chance for oral in future anymore.

woke up early at 5.30am in the morning to prepare spaghetti for F for recess. then half way while cooking, the gas went off. i was like.. ERM?? hahaha. then i came up with my own method and by then, the noodles are soak in water for like half an hour? it turned soggy.. so i threw it away and there goes my effort... GRRR..
its being two days and i still couldn't sleep well.
I guess I'm just too excited and happy. ask me what about, i will say its a combination of many things.
first is about my new adoptive family, next is that my dear friend, PAUL is coming for yyb services every week already. I'm just so happy and excited because my spirit seems to be jumping for joy in expectant of something good that is gona happen in the days to come. well, we will see. *giggles*
ohohoh. anyone have got nice songs to send me? my songs are so old and I'm dead bored hearing the same songs all the time. Im hoping that the teachers will seriously release me for SP this Friday. I want to go badly!!! haha. and of course, to meet SOMEONE!! ages since i saw you eh.

anyone watched the channel 8 show at nine every night?
Haha . makes me wonder about many things.

yesterday while on my bed, i just couldnt fall asleep.
tossing and turning.
things just kept running through my mind.
good ones i mean.
perhaps it was because of the last conversation we had on mum's car before i left that ignited it.
i remember bout a.ML.
how when i first step into dc, hopping that she would be my spiritual mum.
how during father's day, i passed u.H the presentand pretended to be his daughter.
yesterday during intercession, when i saw the backview of her, i so wanted to go hug her and just call her mum. i mean i didnt think so much until we talk about this in the car.
I AM UP FOR ADOPTION.
wahahha. sounds wrong to certain people. but if you understand, you understand. =S
i am gona so go all my way for Os already. im confident yet confused at the same time cause i know that i will get the grades that God wants me to get and it will be the best. but i arent sure if God called me to the course that i seriously want to get into. guess i shall just study and see how it goes.