Damn. Picasa arent listening to me. The photos are so much nicer than these!!
Anyway, a few of the hundred of pictures taken (:


THREE CAN OVERPOWER.




03-04-05
There's no me without you.




Here's to all the times we spent together,
All the tears we share.
Thanks dear.



For the sacrificial love, for the pain.
I will always rmb how you carried me to and fro when my leg was sprain.

CHALET (:



Me, Nicole, JunJun, Miracle.

Chalet at downtown east with Miracle's relatives.

I tied Nicole's hair, yo!

My boyfriend. HAHAHA.

Im a great girlfriend (:

Told you so, he likes me.

YAY! mummy of nicole!

Naughty Nicole purposely cut Miracle's face off.

Nicole's mum was complaining that her face look big and we should cover her body so i disturbed her and wanted to cover her whole face actually.

MIRACLE AND GRACE! (:

Lovely.

Nicole's mum was so cheeky. Asked why me and miracle was still single... and guessed that we were.... YOU KNOW WHAT.

whatever.

I had loads of fun with Nicole and Junjun! i wana tie her hair again! i wana do CPR on junjun again and make his whole face turn red! (: sweet kids.

Anyway, its sunday today and church was awesome. We could smell angels. smells like perfume, honey which represented the angel of revelation, rose, strawberry which represented friendship with God etc. The preacher told us that angels should be a normal part of our lives! While she was preaching, an angel told me to look at my hands. Actually the angel told me twice. the first time i thought it was my own thinking. But the second time, the angel told me to look at my hands cause there are gold dust so i thought, no harm checking out my palms. and... THERE WERE GOLD DUST! ZOMG! you always hear about it but you nvr experienced it and today we all experienced it! some had oil flowing out of their palms while most of the youths had gold dust on their hands (: cool man!

Went to aunty Flo's house to eat. she cooked slamon for us cause it's miracle's favourite! God was good and he spoke to me through uncle Fred. As aunty Flo was talking, i just saw uncle fred smiling and shaking his head and just enjoying her, and the holy spirit spole to me that that is how God smiles at us and enjoys us (: Im so happy! Im also glad that Joseph came to church today!

TODAY MARKS THE END OF EXAMS!! (:

had two papers, B.acc and marketing. and i studied b.acc the whole of ytd. So B.acc is like from 9 till 10 and marketing is from 3 to 4. So i studied marketing within the break (: Met J at ITAS and we met at the library to study. Not really lah. J only came to accompany me for awhile. classmates were there too. but i didnt join them cause i figured it will be too noisy so i sat alone. Thank God J came and accompany me for while. He is so dan smart please. taught me a few things that CAME OUT IN THE TEST! YAY!

After which went eating with Anson! had so much fun crapping and laughing man. was suppose to attend some meeting actually. but have got seminar in church. though i wanted to go for the meeting, i was so much happier to be at the seminar... CAUSE, i met my potential JUNIOR! HAHA. Jeremy is so handsome!

Seriously, my friends think my taste is weird. Ppl whom i think is cute, they think is not. ppl whom they think is really gorgeous, i have differing opinion. HAHA. oh well. It's combined svc this sunday and Leon is coming!

Its so unbearable when you don't reply my sms and you have the last say. RARRH!

Met daddy for lunch yesterday at northpoint at HK cafe!! (:



Daddy bought me a new pair of shoes and conditioner yo! Funny people leh. Always say no money no money then still let me buy things. But anyways, Dad accompanied me while i studied at np Mac. Got home at bout ten. So nice to have Daddy sit there to accompany me study. I miss those times in kindergarden when he will outline the chinese words for me while i just go over the dots. HAHAHA.

While eating lunch, Dad and I were talking about some relative and he said that this relative is not a good dad. So i asked... Is Yanjun's Dad a good dad? Then my dad gave me that sheepish smile and said no. i asked why, and he said cause yanjun's dad is ********. HAHAHHA. so i went on to ask, so what is YanJun like? He said YanJun is a warm person who can mix well with people.

PS. Im GRACELINYANJUN.

Im now chatting with this sri lanka tourist whom i made friends with on the road. Currently he is back here insingapore to see his friends but too bad im having exams now!!

Im addicted to rum and raisins. Ever since i tried it at CC, i went everywhere craving for rum and raisin ice cream. so i went to NP after school just to get one scoop of ice cream and Im home!

Its POM paper tomorrow!! I actually plan to stay home to study but... I hate it cause lesley is home! HAHA. i know im damn bad. but i dun like to clean up his mess! RARRH! but maybe i will. SIGH.

I just got back from facial. (HAHAHAHA)

And i tried acupunture. It hurts like mad. The lady used a needle to poke my back then use some thingy to rub my whole back. I was laughing and screaming cause on one hand, it was very itchy cause my back is damn sensitive. i cant even let ppl massage me. On the other hand, it hurts like mad so im screaming. what a weird combi. OUCH. its still hurting now. But well, THERE'S A PRICE TO PAY FOR EVERYTHING.
Just did my quiet time, and Uncle James showed us an article on 'the costly decision to run from God'
http://www.intouch.org/site/apps/nlnet/content2.aspx?c=dhKHIXPKIuE&b=3813569&content_id={1D4026F0-74A7-4C79-97D4-D0123B0CB283}&notoc=1

It says here that we can NEVER successfully run away from God. seriously, who do we think we are to be able to run or try to hide from Him? HA. what small brain we have. But anyway, tests are coming and im gona go study. There arent much pressure lah. Cause I dun think im gona further my studies in Uni cause... Why study so hard when im gna be a financial consultant no? (: I kinda have some plans after Poly. shall pray and see where God leads, though I have got dreams to go to an overseas uni.

I have been MIA for so long!!

Just got back from church camp. Had so much fun and am so glad we all bonded again. And we won the drama! Church camp is the time you get to see each other's silly moments at 3am in the middle of the night. who would ever know our youth pastor was so... cute.
'WEI WEI BU YAO PA NI SHI HAO WA WA'

And i figured something out while talking to justin on the bus. That is... when we all have a common goal, thats how we stay united. But somehow, after we all started school, we begin to drift apart to a certain extend. more for some. And it all just boils down to one thing, which is a common goal. When we all had one goal, that is to love God, be on fire, we were all so bonded won't we? now because of the camp, we come together and share the same dream again. so we were closer again. But you bet i missed school and the friends there. And sure glad that Kevin came too! Long-time-no-see-friend, yo!

Recently I have been having pretty bad struggles. Who said christian has no struggles. HAHA. B commented that she thought i was all holy-moly. Coolios. first time i heard that. But shit no. I struggle with so many stupid things. Like wanting to go clubbing and all. HAHAHA. i just wana have fun. *you know* yeah. Afterall, thats what my friends do. All i wana do was to 'check it out'. But the reason i have those struggles was because my heart was no longer focused on God. All this while a part of me wanted to experience what the world has got to offer. But well, the point is, I used to think that YYB was my family. I have dreams of us growing old together, raising our kids up together, being there to encourage one another in times of trouble. I used to think that this is where FAMILY is. where there is no backstabbing, where each and every of our voices are heard. Anything that is unsettled will be confronted so there will not be bitterness. It was the place where i experiece heaven on earth. Where all of us are true to each other to the best that we could. growing up, and growing old together. But while i had those struugles, i swing to the other extreme and was deceived to want to leave this family. The devil is really out to destroy me to lure me to leave this awesome people of God so i will 'die'. And in this church camp, i really learn alot. God spoke to me so much. He spoke to me and corrected many of my wrong thoughts and cause me to seet hings in a different light. Maybe you can call that, seeing the world through His eyes. I went to the camp, with a prayerful heart to want to experience a breakthrough from this mess. And God met those needs. It was no longer me trying to convince myself to do things God wants me to. It was an internal conviction to live life rightly.

I cant help but really wonder and think, how are the lives of people out there? I guess all of us are just looking for one thing in this world - LOVE. genuine love. wanting their voice and heartbeat to be heard, wanting to know that they are love. and each had their own solutions to this search. yet, which of it is actually the TRUE solution? Its a messy world, people. I'd be a fool to step out of this beautiful family. To return to hell when i had a taste of heaven.

Today after church i went with daniela to grab some stuff and we had to the 30th floor and we saw Baby Caleb. He is so chubby and cute LAH! and so smart (: i love him, and not forgetting Wesley.

Its PUBLIC HOLIDAY TOMORROW!!! YAY! but its a whole week of test already!! DAMN.