CHINA-TOWNED

27/09/2008

credits to Miracle.



Those were the times man. those times before Os. those times studying for Os. Those times when my hair was still not long. HAHAH.


This was damn unglam of me. and its so hilarious. brings back so much memories!



Happy 30th month anniversary!
was saying that we shall have a big celebration on our 100th month anniversary...
er... thats like when we are.... 23 years old (:







awesome nightlife. should go there more often. like seriously. they have things that are real cheap and nice. ohh. did i mention the good food? ( cheap too ) we had tang yuan and mango kacang. there is really alot more man.


Life is not about waiting for a good friend to enter your life but first being a good friend yourself to someone else.

Today
anyway my camera is like dead. i dont know why. went to get a new battery from funan mall but it still doesnt help. boo. i cant take pictures anymore :( But anyway, i didnt get to watch mamamia cause its like killing ru to watch with me. HAHA. but im glad we didnt cause instead we went starbucks. talking about starbucks i have been bugging to go there since two weeks ago! but anyway, we went there and we had a good chat. Wee. so nice cause he can understand what im saying without me explaining much! and bonus is that he is a deep thinker too! the exchange of thoughts you know. life hasnt been nice for me the past few days and it seems like going back to the 'original' state arent as easy as before this time. but its nice cause meeting a fellow christian and talking it out is great. especially when he can emphatise with me. oh sweet. He told me that whatever it is, never give up this faith... many atimes i want to. really just wana give up and go and do the things i want. all will be so much easier. and what comforted me most is when he said that this walk is not easy... so nice cause he understands... and i said that though many times i verbally wana give up, i know that i wont... cause there is no where else for me to turn except God cause all this while my life has been significantly transformed and i tasted the goodness of God. thank God cause i found a new friend to talk to while lovey is gone in school...
:( i miss you! fly back here lah!

As i was heading back to the mrt station this stranger approached me to ask me the way to the train station and as we were walking there we started to chat and apparently he was heading to woodlands so we trained tgt. He is from sri lanka (: told him that i study about sri lanka in social studies. HAHAHA. wee. i made a new friend. but he will be returning back on wednesday.

MAMAMIA tmr with juney!
FINALLY!!

EDITED.

My Love Language
Words of Affirmation - 4
Quality Time -7
Receiving of Gifts - 6
Acts of Service -10
Physical Touch - 3


How to interpret your Profile Score:

Your highest score indicates your primary love language. Your second highest score indicates your secondary lovelanguage. If two scores are identical, you are bilingual (you have two primary love languages). If the scores of yourprimary and your secondary language are close (for example, 10 & 9 respectfully), it indicates both are important toyou. Whatever a significant other does to express love in either of these languages will get emotional points with you.The highest possible score for any language is 12.

Having a clear picture of your primary & secondary love languages will explain much of your past behavior Think backover the past and ask yourself "What have I most often requested from significant others?" Chances are your answerwill lie within the scope of your primary & secondary love languages. You have been requesting that which would meetyour deepest need for emotional love.

http://www.greaterquest.com/LoveLanguages.asp

anyway the above survey was done with a friend in mind. i guess there is a different love languge between friends and lovers. and what 'rocks' best.

Miracle msn me to do this survey and she is the total opposite of me. My act of service is 10 points. meaning that i feel that friends love me when they do something for me. naturally when you feel loved that way, you will love people the way you want to be loved. Her score was ZERO for acts of service. and so... we clash. HAHAHAHA. She gets upset when i ask her to do things for me cause to me, she loves me if she does things for me. But she hates to give 'services' =.-

& life can be so fragile.

When will it all come to a halt?

i wana watch mamamia. Ru says that he don't like romance. But Faith says its a musical! Im so gona persuade him and the rest to watch with me...! Its ground familiarization on monday with the rest. I wana go beach to cycle and skate! Granted (:

I has a job offer for me man. and its really relaxing one. in Tampines! YAY!

Have you ever wondered what life is about? Why you are here on earth? So wana complain that your life sucks but yet you know that there are many out there who are living a life that is a million times worst than yours. Sometimes you really feel that life just sucks. Sometimes you feel that there must be something out there that is waiting for me... sometimes... sometimes you sit on the train and see different people just standing before you, squeezing into the train, rushing from this place to the other, some resting with their eyes closed, some listening to their MP3, some playing their PSP, some in office wear, some in uniform, couples hugging one another. and you wonder... is that what life is all about?

Is life all about being born into this world, learning to walk and talk, going to school, results, friends, popularity, birthdays, shopping, eating, sleeping, getting hurt, loving, getting involved in BGR, marriage, giving birth, waiting for death. could there be something more to life? perhaps... God has a plan for me... that my life was already written. what i should be, whom i shall impact. why is it that so often, though we do the things that we thought may fulfil us, we realise that on our beds in the night, something is still amiss. Life is still so meaningless. shopping is never ending. money is never enough. you wonder who loves you... tired from all the wanting to please people... tired of trying too hard to be someone you are not. pretending to put a smile on your face. pretending that you are happy when deep down inside you longed for love... love that will accept you for who you are despite your weaknesses.

Oh fish. my long hair is G O N E.
I miss it :( oh whatever. i remember when i was like 15 i went to cut my hair like real short till my ears. hahah. miracle got a shock when i went to her place and she was like 'what happened to your hair?'. anyway it will grow lah. people commented that there is no difference. oh well.

Took a cab to school on Saturday cause i overslept and the unlce was real funny. it started out cause i told him that Im having my holidays and its boring cause there arent anything to do. and he said where got nothing to do? this generation got TV got laptop got internet... and i said... ' hmm... not bad. you quite 'in' ah'. and he burst out laughing. i was buffered cause i didnt see a reason for him to burst out laughin cause im not joking and it was just a matter-of-fact kinda reply. And he answered... fancy him getting such a comment from a 17 year old girl to a 50 year old man. LOL. he said... is this what we youngsters think about the older generation? sad to say... it is.

Anyhowwwww, we had a great chat. and we were on the topic on relationships. seriously don't know how the topic went there. haha. almost all taxi drivers talks about that to me. And he said those kind of 'normal' stuff that most people will say. but he is a man with wisdom having gone through the training of life and seen many events, his words carry alot of weight to me. and amidst those common things that we normally hear from the lips of elders, one thing he said impresses me.

He mention that though in this times, women are going out to work and all and even so, if the woman has to support the whole family including the husband, the whole family will all be upside down. the woman will be very frustrated. that woman is meant to be doted blablabla. and i rebutted that usually that arent the case. LOL. He said that the man should take care of the welfare of the wife and the children and not expect the wife to go out to work for the family. ok lah. i mean. i plan to stay home to take care of my children next time. HAHAHAHA. and yeah. all this arent foreign to me. that the man should take care of the welfare of the whole family. but honestly, this arent the thinking of many people now. whats worst is some women think they dont need a partner cause they can support their own. BLA. whatever. im just talking nonsense ( to a certain extent)
BYE.

Last night in the middle of the night ( say... 12am ) i received an sms from marcus asking me if i would be free to take part in CCN day for the design school. His friend's class is setting up an acoustic band to raise money for school ( i think ) and he asked me if i could be their singer. ZOMG. like SERIOUS?! I told him... ER.... we meet out one day then practice and see if they really want me. HAHAHA. cause im not confident of my voice cause i don't always sing, no training and im still damn RAW.

went to watch Make It Happen. its real good. like any other dance shows. woohoo! i love it (: Great shows coming up man. and i will watch it! But dangs! im BROKE since i return from hong kong and im not working :( My life is too unpredictable to commit to other things like working...

ERR... i cut my hair. at miracle's trusted salon. HAHA. its not cheap. but service damn good. though i really arent satisfied with my hair. I look sooooo GUAI! and my fringe is weird. Miracle thinks i look better than before. so i guess i am just making a fuss out of nothing. but nevertheless, i really enjoyed the service there (: We made a pact to cut hair every six months. i will TRY to keep to it (:

I'm at home. No im not in camp. No I didnt skip camp.

Camp is next month... DANGS. there is a typo error :( i wana gooo campp. though im so ot looking forward to bathing times cause i bet we will have to queue damn long and bla bla. but nonetheless, i was sooooo looking forward to it...

But anyway, i received a call this morning from B.A about ushering ( i think ). On the 29th to the 3rd there will be foreigners coming to our school. WOOHOO! and we will be welcoming them and just talking with them. oh so cool. So its like one whole week of going to school during holidays and NO. It's not for revision or sub paper. HEH HEH.

Went to gelare with b to eat and we sign up for some membership thing. pretty worth it. people who loves gelare should go check it out.

This morning when i was preparing some fruit juice and cutting the fruits, i accidentally cut myself (again). like gosh. its not the first time. if i had been any rougher my fingers would be gone. ZOMG. when will i start learning to be gentle for my own sake.

I know im damn random. but i must say this. WAH LAO. you know ah in hong kong, weiting (miracle's cousin) thinks im 18 or 19. and yeah. i myself do feel like im older than her though she is 18. Then we met miracle's friend Jeremy in the plane and he thinks im like in the 20s kind of range. WAH LAOO!! Can someone do me justice not? HAHAHA. And and and. i did something to KONGKONG. RIGHT??

hey yo! i just came back from school (:

WHY? cause i went for some musical stuff. TP is havin a musical in 2010 to celebrate our 20th anniversary ( i think ) but definitely to celebrate some anniversary. And Diz told me about this meeting and that they are inviting students to write songs for the musical (:

though i was pretty apprehensive initially due to XOXO reasons, i still went cause i really really really wanted to go. im in this season whereby i feel that life is really smooth and boring and its pretty sad cause as i look back in life, there's really nothing much to talk about, so little experiences. So i contemplated for awhile and this thought came to me. ' i have only one life. Just do it ' haha. sounds familiar? (: i have nothing to lose anyway.

it was really fun. there were two teachers. one who could play the piano like really well and plays by ear. We were suppose to write a love song for that meeting and because it was my first time there, i wrote the song on the spot. damn cool.

words can't spell the way i feel towards you,

And this feeling is too good to be true,

Can you feel my love for you,

could it be

could it be

could it be you.

Made friends with Gene, the winner for the songwriting competition. And on the first day i met her at the competition i felt this sense of familiarity towards her. reason being that i see myself in her. But didnt thought much. After the meeting that lasted for about an hour and a half, D and G and I went to have a chat. a long one. shared about life experience and all and i get to know her better and she is really a nice lady. And there's alot of me in her. in a sense of character traits. We shall see how this friendship will go as time pass.

i pray for someone like J to be in my life (: I pray real damn hard. cause people like this is hard to come by. it takes fate some would say. but to me, it only takes God. If not, why this person havent appear though im already on earth for seventeen long donkkeeyy years man. And FYI, its not bf im referring to (:

I have a dream - that this person will enter my life soon. maybe like gene i may meet this person through CDS. hehehe. thats awesome. music is my fav. And this person will share great chemistry with me. write songs with me. sing with me. go crazy with me. share the same interest with me. grow old with me. make me laugh like mad. ohhhh, friends (:

The best piece of news is that the songs that we write will be sung at the musical. cool man. people with great influential power would be there. And we may have a chance to be part of the cast too. heard that this guy who sang in the musical 8 years ago was spotted for his singing talent and is now in aus furthering his studies on singing. cool man.

I'm so exciteddd! camp is in two days time and i will get to make more new friends.

Life has been pretty mundane for me now that i am having holidays. and in a wink of an eye the week is gone and tmr morning while many are still in dreamland i'd be in the aeroplane flying to hong komng woth darling miracle and her beloved cousin mom. oh this is so exciting. i so missed going cruise with baby and this is our second time we are away from the borders of singapore together again! i am so praying for more next time! we are gona fly to many many many places together right? and the best part is baby and i will have the whole hotel bedroom to ourself and we can do anything and i mean ANYTHING that we want to (: and of course the shopping is oh so tempting!! how can i ever ever ever resist. i have a checklist of things to buy in my brain. cause many of my things are spoilt! i hope there is enough cash! And oh... not forgetting Baby's camera will be flooded with thousand and one pictures! and Nottie shared this motto with me 'Be A Profligate spender'. yeah man. see what u like just grab no need think. HAHAHA. In a foreign land, i bet we will all be walking in tow. no fun getting lost in Hong Kong, when getting lost in a puny red dot can be scary enough for me.

As for what i have been doing during my holidays.... i have been watching YOUTUBE taiwan drama. thats how i spend my days. but wheni come back from HK it will probably be reading reading and reading (:

And the best part is...

I received and email that i got into Business Ambassadors. M' no longer CCA-less! HAHA

here are someof the things that i will get to do

- Ushering
- Emceeing
- Being a panellist
- Going to secondary schools to promote TP
- etc etc.

oh so juicy. have been bestie and my dream since secondary school to emcee. WOOHOO! And i get to meet new friends! so exciting! i can totally think about the whole scene when i was undergoing interview and i was required to act man. seriously if i had never never never met momsere and went for disciple class, i dont think i will be able to successfully be a Businness Ambassador! ARGH! which reminds me! there is a minimum requirement for our results! and which reminds me! NO I CANNOT FAIL AND TAKE SUB! *amen* and and and i will be so busy when i return from hong kong!! so so! i will have meetings and a camp and stayover and many many many book to devour! Rarr!

WALIEW. MY LIFE IS SO NO LIFE UP TO DATE. The encouragement. im gona get so busy. Wat an irony.

ZOMG! i found this on miracle's laptop!

just came back from dinner at kor jordan's place. had a great chat with jie destiny and i think id probably be working at the infant care during the holidays. wana feel what is it like to take care of babies and prepare me to be a future mother. HAHHAHAHA. honestly, i wished i had went for the course in ngee ann on the infant care thingy but its too far lahhh... and somehow, this job wont get to earn much leh. thats like BAD.
anyway i fell down today and my jeans tore. can you imagine how bad the fall would have been if i had worn shorts or something? the wound would have been so deep.

count down nine more days to HONG KONG!
i need a bag and a slipper and caps!