& life can be so fragile.

When will it all come to a halt?

i wana watch mamamia. Ru says that he don't like romance. But Faith says its a musical! Im so gona persuade him and the rest to watch with me...! Its ground familiarization on monday with the rest. I wana go beach to cycle and skate! Granted (:

I has a job offer for me man. and its really relaxing one. in Tampines! YAY!

Have you ever wondered what life is about? Why you are here on earth? So wana complain that your life sucks but yet you know that there are many out there who are living a life that is a million times worst than yours. Sometimes you really feel that life just sucks. Sometimes you feel that there must be something out there that is waiting for me... sometimes... sometimes you sit on the train and see different people just standing before you, squeezing into the train, rushing from this place to the other, some resting with their eyes closed, some listening to their MP3, some playing their PSP, some in office wear, some in uniform, couples hugging one another. and you wonder... is that what life is all about?

Is life all about being born into this world, learning to walk and talk, going to school, results, friends, popularity, birthdays, shopping, eating, sleeping, getting hurt, loving, getting involved in BGR, marriage, giving birth, waiting for death. could there be something more to life? perhaps... God has a plan for me... that my life was already written. what i should be, whom i shall impact. why is it that so often, though we do the things that we thought may fulfil us, we realise that on our beds in the night, something is still amiss. Life is still so meaningless. shopping is never ending. money is never enough. you wonder who loves you... tired from all the wanting to please people... tired of trying too hard to be someone you are not. pretending to put a smile on your face. pretending that you are happy when deep down inside you longed for love... love that will accept you for who you are despite your weaknesses.