Every single day is a battle.

A battle with myself, a battle against the world.

Im trying not to give in, trying hard not to give up. i look upon the future and its bleak. so i thought i could be smart and create something out of it. But i will only mess it up, further... And what more can i do but just stay still just where i am...

SHIT.
This whole thing is a joke. seriously a joke.