The day i went to boopie's house to print stuff.
Note: no taking photos of the princess while she is sleeping. So picture of her love letter is taken. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. thanks my dear, for generously opening your house to me :) all the best for your project okayyyyyyy.

my quiet time for the day and how i breakthrough.

Psalms 53

A fool says in his heart that there is no God.

Why do people say that there is no God? Or specifically, why do Christians – those that were once on fire for Christ – suddenly turn their backs on their savior and said that there is no God? When we say and know in our hearts that there is a God, inevitably, the fear of the Lord will reside in our hearts. This meant that there are many things we will not do because we know that it is not right, and as-a-matter- fact, there are consequences to whatever actions we do. Lying, murdering, adultery, insubmission.. the list just goes on and on and on. When we chose to turn our back on Christ and doubt His existence, the unspoken truth is that we no longer have to submit to this heavenly authority and we can do what we want to do.

For example, if law and order never existed, no police to enforce the peace and righteousness of the people, we will all be able to walk in and out of a store and grab whatever we want without paying. But because we acknowledge that there is something called consequences, in this case, imprisonment or detention, we are discreet in the things we do. There is a fear of the authority here. So we avoid doing whatever that causes us to be punished.

Likewise, this is earthly authority example is parallel to the Heavenly authority. Do I obey because I love to? Well, sometimes I do but most of the time, it is because I don’t want to get into trouble and bear the consequences. David sinned and had adultery with a married woman and killed her husband. Together they had a child. The consequence David paid was the death of his son. Is it really worth the price? I asked the Lord to return back to me the joy of my salvation. Ask the Lord to do the same too, when you feel that you have sinned whatsoever. Cause nothing can ever bring us away from Him- nothing. Are there times when you feel tired?

Ask the Lord to restore you the joy, and return back to the First Love? Remember the first time when you were passionately in love with Him, desiring to live a life to please Him, to bring a smile on His face? That all you do and day is only for one motive- to bless His heart. How you said the prayer and sang a song to Him that God, I love you and I never want to part from you? Haven’t we disappointed Him time and again, and we get so tired of moving back and forth- one step forward, two steps back in this walk?

I feel tired honestly. Its tiring to always fall and end up in a cycle of bring tired. I’m tired of being tired. But today, I prayed a prayer that the Lord may restore to me back the joy of my salvation. I know that I can never do this on my own. I need His help to love Him. I’m human and I have natural limitations. And only with the supernatural intervention of God- which is Him putting the love in me to love Him would I ever dream that this is possible.

So back to the question. Why do people (i) say that there is no God? Cause they want to have the right to sin. Sin all they want and not feel guilty because after all in their hearts they say that there is no God! But what we think about God does not bother Him at all. But what He thinks about us is of utmost importance. Urrhh. This got me back on track. I don’t want to face God at the throne of judgment and apologize and repent of my foolishness. It will all be too late… Is time running out for you too?

God bless you all!

Camp is cominnnggggg! (: Kelvin, you idiot, why never reply my sms and pick up my call? you are coming for camp too right? as in half day?
Two more papers to go!