what do you mean by all this you freako.

put your life in danger and said byebye.

its so ridiculous i can't believe.

yet i chose to accept it's the truth.

i'd rather you tell me its all along a lie and get me angry.

as long as you remain fine.

breaking apart. But i just have to let go.

please don't ever enter my life again.

o lord, give me only want you desire that is best for me. i ask for nothing more - even if it is good. take it away so i dun have to suffer what i do not need to.