Missy GRACE

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

and its happy chinese new year! ang pohs horray!
nuts. okay. this is gona be so interesting. the first new year im gona spend memorising :D haha. but i will happily and willingly do it anyway. oh well. shall spend the whole of today w mum's relatives and tomorrow w dad's relatives.
oh no. my poorrr brother have to report back to work (evil laughters). will have to report to mandarin hotel on saturdat for practice. Just today the roles of cinderella are switched. im playing as clean cinderella on sunday and not dirty cinderella already. i wonder how im gona dance in HEELS. had i known this would haven... (plays with fingers) i would have took extra effort to look for lower heels that day at far east. HAHA. nonsense. this word reminds me of the day when shuhui and i scolded K 'nonsense lah he' together :P woots. comtemplating whether to go out for late movies. i mean reallll late. like midnight movies.
new year is a once-a-year meet up thing with my relatives. haha. as usual their comments will be like... ' wah! grow so tall already ah! ' heh. ooooohhhh. so long since i met baby! oh my oh my. haha. i know you miss me bad! :D i miss you too! it feels weird you know.
today is the FIRST day i did not pig till 12 please.. for the past few WEEKS i have been pigging till like twelve or one? and honestly, its not because i have transformed into a pig. its just that things are crushing real hard on me. beyoooonnnnddddd what i could bear (if you know, you know) and so the only way to escape was to SLEEEPPPP.. haha. but God is good. he rescued me ytd! met up with my super cute sweet lovely oh-what-ever. all thanks to her, i couldnt even force mmyself to sleep another minute since i woke up at 4am =.= interesting huh...
and i had two dreams during the little naps i took. scarryyyy... god is real interesting how he jsut alot stories in your dreams to be. HAHA. creative.... no wonder im so creative! cause im his creation! :P
could just remember how last year i was wishing that the next new year quickly come... FAST. ZOOM! and its a brand new year! WWWOOOWWW. live life with no regrets! i almost lost it all. praise be to God. its not too late yet. our God is a god of grace. now that grace has been exercised, truth is to be firm too... im not watching things pass me by. im snatching back what belongs to me :D
got to ciao!
perhaps we are just not meant to be.