transformed

ok. i realise i have been blogging quite alot.
but i just want to anyway.
its so tough when your heart has to stretch and have more than one friend.
i fear to open up, i fear to even have a friend.
funny right? it seems like many people are close to me and bla bla bla.
and i am saying this here and will not repeat it.
STOP TELLING ME WHO I AM CLOSE TO CAUSE I GET IRRITATED.
even if you want to, im FINE. just check your MOTIVE. thanks for your cooperation. =]
ok. whatever.
but anyway, things are gona change big time.
especially after yesterday, the confessions and repentance.
this are a group of solid friends whom we can all count on.
YOU GUYS ROCK!
. faith. shuhui. moses. paul.
im elated and filled with thanksgiving.
i mean. look back in time and you will realise how different we are from the past till now.
all i can do is just sit back and enjoy what God is just doing in the midst of us and slowly to yyb.
i really wish time could stop now. just like the sweetness linger on...
it feels like a dream, i cant believe the kind of intimacy we enjoyed last night. you guys are the friends that im going to walk till we all grow old. the thought of that just amazes me. thirthy yrs down the road and we will be like with our children and all having family gathering (man imagine how big the tabke got to be ! ) then we will have mummy serene sharing all the embarassing moments when we were young and having us 'rolling on the floor laughing' then we will be having a super big yyb gathering and then train our kids to be the second generation green berets.
oh perhaps by then we may be travelling around the world and hardly have time to meet. who knows. the newspaper attention will always be on us =]