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Sunday, June 1, 2008






Heyo. this will be a pretty long post i reckon. Felt like ages since i blogged long posts. Anyway, i got my new laptop yesterday. ( is this a kind of heaven? :P ) but i havent figured the name for my lappy. i know its kinda weird to name it. BUT im just unique. HAHA. imagine i name my lappy... pipi? lala? HAHAHA. whatever. thanks to miracle, faith, donk, james and russel for accompanying me :)

apparently they throw in quite a number if free stuf which included a printer. but i change it for a mp3 :) oh heavennn... i feel so smart. went with faith to macs to checkout my computer and HOPEFULLY study. almost did nothing. was installing msn messenger and someone tripped over my battery and my computer just shut off. what misfortune. and it took forever to load. so went home and faith accompanied me to collect her slippers cus my heels BROKE when i was on my way to the train station.

thats was.... SATURDAY. today is sunday.

so the above video were taken after YYB :) the guys just went nuts. had a nutty time laughing watching nat the villian ACT. HOHO.

A NEW BEGINNING.

today marks a new beginning between my david and I, our covenant. its just amazing. Today's topic in yyb is about relati0nships. how building relationships can be so tough and painful. there may be sweet moments. but there are more tough moments where confrontation is required.

immature and unfamiliar with all this confronting thing, my David and I hid many hurts and pains behind the carpets and gave room for the enemy to attack and break the friendship. but today as youth pastor closed the sermon with asking us to go to a someone that God prompts you too and make right if required. I knew that the holy spirit was gently pulling me to approach daniela and make right. something that he spoke to me before yyb and now im REALLY given a chance to lah... i didnt want to... i had my pride and all. but that was when benjy spoke about letting go of our pride so i knew i had to cause if i dont, I WILL LIVE TO REGRET. i knew this season God has been speaking to me about this friendship. about getting back together.

i always knew that this friendship was a covenant one, one that has been redeemed by God. i nvr knew a covenant can be so serious. its actually a sin to break a covenant. its something that God really value. Its amazing to have your friendship redeemed by God. we seem like the most impossible pair. ( i guess thats why God has to redeem it . HAH ) but yeah, every new day, my love for you is getting more and more, david. i learn from this book that mum bought for me that when u enter into a covenant, you actually say that you die to self. and when you let your flesh live, its no longer a covenant. its means dying to self and your life is lived through the other. the book says that you place the other before you. if it means giving up ur food cause the other party doesnt have hers, you give it up. i always know that you have to place others before self. but nvr in that practical way. i learnt that on thurs. and on friday we had worship practice and it was really cold. i prepared a jacket for myself but i saw that she needed it more than me, so i lended it out to her.

how naive we were then, on the car, getting prayed over for the covenant not knowing we were walking into death. HAHA. But its always good cause we get more and more beautiful in the process.

its a brand new beginning, the old has gone, the new has come. i commit myself to this friendship. till Death do we part. yes there WILL be tough moments, but what God bring together, man cannot break. What's worth creating is worth keeping. i know that we have HS as our counsel to walk us through.

how sweet is a second chance :)