bicycles are but obstacles.

and the day came for worship leading in main service...

there are just so many many many obstacles that i had to cross. one after another all alone. yet who understood? but, all went well though not the way i want it to - it went just the way daddy God planned. surly he had the first hand information of what's going to happen before it did. the special training that only God Himself can train. how true. But since theres only one life, then want to die to self also die nicely lah. die until not here not there also not very nice. HAHA. ( catch? )

And i told God that HELLO IM ONLY 16 MY DEAR LORD. isnt it too overwhelming? butbutbut. He knows best.... he knows best... he knows exactly what kind of training we need to strenghtn our muscles for the battle ahead... AND... its only an obstacle. stay OBJECTIVE :) im part of the cabinet please. no time to brood over that 'little' pain.

take up the shield and the sword and CHARGE! no time for feelings. oh well. WHATs past is over. great and 'wonderful' experience. HAHA. went throught the emotion of anger and complain but theres a place whereby after that i have to grow up. alright God. i know. Growing up pain. one advantage in serving? you are not given much time to brood. HAHA. i duno whether you consider it an adventage... but. yeah. its good anyway. again, it forces you to grow up.

put the past behind me and look to the cross.

the world behind me.. the cross before me....

though none go with me, i still will follow.

w/o the group of fellow sisters and brothers and of course dad and mum i would never have gone so far :) i love them cause they are always there to embrace me though i hurt them time and again. i just love you, dad and mum.

aunty jo ma gave me, bernice, miracle, josh and issac a treat to jack's place!

their oreo cheese cake is yummyyyyy! class of its own.

triple combo!




nice design on the soup




honestly speaking, im not a food person. but anyway, other than the oreo cheesecake, the rest are just so so . HAHA! i know. jack's place is an expensive please to eat and some ppl go gugugaga over it. too bad i don't :( i'd rather have KFC. HAHA. safe money also.
and so aunty jo ma drove us to jack's place. INTERESTING ride would say... again i say.. INTERESTING. you know what you call once in a lifetime experience?


faith just ended her camp. and soon mine will come. i really wonder whether i should look forward to it... CULTURE SHOCK YOU KNOW? i wonder i will be talkative or super isolated. BLA. come what may.

esther: ' If i perish , i perish '

so noble. HAHA. i think if that happens to us... okay. thats too far. if God give us the slightest cut on our fingers or whatever we would have started scolded and swearing already. talk about perishing? thats still a long way to go.

Get well soon JAMES! man. you ps ME! how could you! but for the sake of your TREAT i shall let you off. hha. rest well and recover soon! thanks for your partnership though.