seperation hurts big time.

I WENT TO CHANGI AIRPORK TO STUDY. LOL.
anyway, some idiot told me that they will be at T3. so i went there and bryan told me they are at T1. what is this. so i had to take skytrain ALONE. so afraid i would get lost please. i sure am bad with directions. thank God for sign boards :) But that didnt made things a whole lot better. i didnt wear my lenses. ages since i last did. so i had to strain my eyes. its worst than straining your eyes to look at my tagboard, rynna :)

I hate to leave singapore. I hate new environment. I abhor changes. Im against seperation. Yet what can i do? The only thing that remains constant in this world is CHANGES. what a saying. so realistic yet something i do not want to face. friends come and go. seperation in this lifetime is inevitable. we go primary school, get posted to secondary school, meet new friends, changes. after secondary life, go poly. new environment, new system, learning to adapt to the lifetyle and friends and travelling. changes. forever its changes. i think it would literally kill me to have a boyfriend or husband who travels. but its a really sick problem that God will deal with i guess. i do wana break free from this bondage.

second badge of Jesus bride! :) im so excited! was suppose to go china. But i really hate to be away on weekends cause there's service. I hate to leave my yyb friends here in singpore! But if its going overseas with them, i will be oh so looking forward to it! 20 days of seeing my friends daily! cool cool!