thats what happens when you take photo while fooling around, toking on the phone with someone else.


















rules making in process.
























stupid face. my forte :]


















cam whorin alone


















SHH!























HAH! she is stickin her tongue out~




tadah. the pictures of yesterday.
even as i review the photos again, i cant help but smile to myself.
HEHEHE. :]
played in the rain.
i wanted to cry in the rain.
fine. stop EMO-ing.
LOL.

let me be honest here.
hehe.
hmm.
im learning to accept the fact that im not perfect. and im merely a sinner saved by grace.
i have many weaknesses. and yes- i hate the way i am.
but christ died for me, just the way i am. so i will learn to accept myself for my weaknesses and uglinesses , knowing that god turns our mess into messages - as desmond always says to encourage us.
though its painful to know that you are not 'perfect' ( i mean who don want to appear and let me think that they are? ), im glad i know im not. HAHA. i see a weakness, i work at it with Jesus.
i had thoughts that condemn me.
but each time, i just know that god died on the cross for me. just the way i am - ugly.
green berets, i became a total transparent piece of paper today infront of you guys. never happened before ok! haha. and i want assurance that you guys still will love me - and mean it from the bottom of your heart. if not, forget it. im learning to be honest and i sure glad i am being. haha. there will be times that i will swing back to shutting down from people, but i invite you to give me a gentle reminder to open up again. would you please? i have been cuttin and cutting for the past 16 yrs of my life can. ha. but it takes 40 day sto break a bad habit.
yeah. love. there is no love without pain. :]
we are all getting better at it.
way to go!